Because it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy.

I feel like SUCH a tool hating a girl I've never met.

I feel worse because of this:

My secrets involving you
1. You texted me last night at 12:04 and I slept with my phone under my pillow just in case you remembered that I was there
2. When I woke up this morning and saw the text from you I almost cried because I missed it
3. The day you left I cried so hard at work that my boss took pity on me and sent me home.
4. I'm too scared to ask you about your (ex) girlfriend
5. I want you.